Yesterday was my first time to serve in the Goodwood Methodist Church. I supposed to be there early; however, due to some reason, i was nearly late to there. It made me quite nervous while on the way to there as i really worried i will forget all the songs i am going to play. My hand just kept sweating and i have no idea how to stop it. 

I started to pray... pray that i can have a peace in my heart, can have the ability to continue if i make any mistake while i am playing. It is so amazing that my hand stop sweating when i started to play piano.  Although i still feel nervous, God answers my prayer. He gave me a peace so that even i missed the notes or chord, i still can continue.  

The comments i got after the service were a great encouragement! I really want to thanks God for the gift He gave me and i believed that i have confidence to do better next time. And...friends....thanks for your prayer!   

Have been quite a while again to update my xanga

I am now in the mawson lake library and going to study my test tomorrow  (put a smile there as i have a mood to study now!!) erm...can say i slept at 5am in the morning today, suppose to have a very sleepy afternoon, but dunno why, i feel quite energy now  Maybe because just now i went to prayer meet, then refresh my energy gua... anyway...it is good thing as i have been no mood to study from Sunday. Keep watching drama, playing piano, eating and do nothing....ai.....what kind of life is it!!  Really dun like the life without purpose.  Always trying to do devotion, but my devotion time always be disturded by the drama. I am thinking when i can read the bible like i watch the drama, so ENERGIZED!! 

Anyway, this Sunday i was arranged to play the piano in the church service. I was quite surprised when i see my name in the dialets as i really no confidence to do it. However, i only can tell myself that God just want to see my heart. So...Pls pray for me that i can prepare well for it. 

Ok...got to study now...aza aza fighting!  

What am i doing today?? Have been singing and playing piano in the church from morning until just now.  Now eating the toblerone choc.  Thinking where is my self-control??  anyway...long time didnt update the blog...suddenly feel like want to write some words in here. Recently i am reading a book "Be All You Can Be", and the topic i read now is stretch to success. This topic makes me think about my life and personal walk with God recently. Some of you may know that i am a drama addictor. Once i start to watch a drama, i can just sit in front of computer or tv for 10 to 12 hours or even longer. However, i always feel empty once i finish. ai...thinking why i cannot have this energy when i study books or reading bible.  

Is the time to set a goal for this semester or my life to be a better gal ya! Really lack of motivation!  got to do assignment..update more next time...

arlo...keke...long time didnt update my blog ...very busy recently..as the final exam coming soon...ai....got friend told me that i always talk about assignment when she saw me. Yes...i realised that! but...i can't help it...my program really got a lot of assignments...sometimes i also feel very 'sien' to talk about it!  

Merve (my turkish's housemate) has asked me to have dinner in north adeliade tomorrow night with other housemates. i feel so sorry that i break the promise. anyway...i really in the stress cooker now since i should finish 6 assignments and prepare my final exam within one month. i really dunno i can the dinner under this period..but she will leave next month and we may never see each other again...ai....dunno leh! what can i do???? anyway...i should do my assignment now.... 

Really Really long time didnt update my xanga...seen like nearly forget it..  Sorry for those who are waiting for my updating news...i was a bit lazy to update it since i always need a lot of times to think and write the blog....

2nd year already...time is passing super fast! Next week is mid-semester break and...Yeah! Easter camp coming!! I remembered last year around this period, i hurted my knee when i was jogging.  I also remembered that what God has done for me through the camp.  One year already...look at myself, my life, my friends, i am thinking what i have done in 2004... i realised that i didnt grow up much in my christian life. The part time job has stopped my way to ocf in last semester. Assignments and studies let me has more excuse to stop my devotion. The relationship within me and God is seen like to be cut off by those excuses. Actually, it is not...as God brings me back to Easter Camp. Really hope that this camp can refresh myself in my christian journey. AND...my housemates >> Iris and Ee ling will go together! Yeah! this year will not be alone!  This is really a glad thing that both of them can come together especially Iris, as she just started to know about christianality in last few weeks. Hope that God will do something in her life!   

Actually i still got something to share...However. since my mind has worked so hard to arrange my recent life, i may write it next time..